Letters to Cupcake... & Looking Back

Flashback to July 2nd, this is a little letter I wrote in my phone to Baby as soon as I found out!!

Monday July 2, 2012 7:25 pm
Hi Cupcake,
I just found out today (1 1/2) hours ago that I am pregnant! I was (to save myself from sadness) expecting a negative urine test at the Dr.'s office. When she came in and told me it's positive and about 7weeks 5 days along, the first thing I thought of was you and what you looked like in my womb. This is such a happy surprise. I knew my body has been acting different the last week. Your daddy and I just got back from celebrating 4 years together at Cave Creek Resort this last weekend. It was hard to enjoy because all I wanted to do was sleep, then we were going to take the boat to the lake on our way home and the boat was acting up (I was kind of glad because I just wanted to sleep), we headed home and I slept ALL afternoon. Now I know why:) I haven't been hungry, sensitive to smell, extremely tired, dizzy, scatter brained. I will go through any torture of gagging, throwing up, feeling sick just to feed you and make sure you are getting everything you need. It hasn't sunk in completely but I feel like God just stretched my heart quite a bit today w/ extra room for lots love for you. I cried of excitement and utter shock when she told me "well in fact it is positive". She said me and your daddy get to see you in two weeks and possibly get to hear your little heartbeat! I can't wait....until then.
Love and excitement,
Your happy mama

(Corey wasn't w/ me since I was originally going for a routine yearly check up anyway so i was going to tell him when i got home. He wasn't there when I got home and I couldnt wait until then, so I had to tell him over the phone!)

(Sorry for the 'too much info' photo, but this picture means a lot to me). I may have been skeptical, but I wasn't sure if this was a 'faint positive' or a negative because one line was a lot darker. I needed others' sets of eyes (and google) for their opinions! This was Monday AM, looking back I took the same test on Thursday and (I'm pretty sure) the results were the same but I ignored it because I thought it had to be a BRIGHT +.  Come to find out any +  IS a +!!

Cupcake was already 7 weeks tiny and we didn't even know it:)